I have my laptop back :)

After all these times, I have my laptop back! At the end I have to deal with the IT manager. But he was actually really nice about it. So hey!

I also finally decided to buy the Calligrapher's bible using my 20% off Borders voucher. Yay me!

Anyway, Now I can install various things and try to get everything to work. wish me luck :P

Slowing gathering pieces together...

I'm slowing getting all my working bits and pieces together :) Yay! Hopefully before the end of the month I can start looking at the data from the database. :)

I'm actaully being semi-productive. That's very scary. :P

Short entry again I know. But not much happening in life for me to write much. I might update my cheesecake blog sometimes soonish...

Inertia is an annoying thing

Gosh if I smoke I'd be smoking right now and writing this, and be all Film Noir like. I'm in that kinda mood.

Didn't really do too mcuh today. Last night I couldn't sleep so I started the GUI and today I'm just filling up the code and debugged it. That's about it. It's the inretia. I just can't really get going. Once I do it'd be good, but right now, I just really can't start anything new.

Perfection is an illusion, yet curse my stupid soul I have to be a goddamn perfectionist. I don't think I can be bothered with it today. I'll just let some bugs slip by. I really can't be bothered looking at all those little bugs and think what the heck's gone wrong.

Haven't updated my Lucifer's Cheesecake for a while. I have to think of the next thing I want to rant about.

*puff... breathing out smoke ring* A glass of melancholy for everyone, on the house.

Another case of self induced insomnia

I didn't sleep til around 2am this mroning. Didn't want to sleep. I was in bed, almost absolute darkness around me, and just try not to sleep. I think I was afraid of the fact that once I wake up, I'll ahve to face the day worth of work, and trying to actually achieve something. That stress me out.

I woke up at 12:45pm this afternoon, when dad's back from his English classes and charge into my room thinking I was sick. That gave me such a shock that I had to wait til my heart stop pounding before I got out of bed.

It's getting rather silly, the whole anxiety attack thing. But I can't really help it. If I can, I really would rather sleep. When I rather trade my sleep time with JUST that little more time before I have to greet reality with my open arm, I know I'm not feeling right.

I can only comfort myself all that much you know.

Anyway, at least today I made some code. I don't think I can make the code to do the testing and display for the new stuff I've done just yet. Need to think about how to make it all show. But for now, I'm happy with the fact I've done some work today.

*sigh*